Boring,Tired n Worry

Tis few days don noe y. Tired,boring n Worry. My life like got nothing to do. Weekdays i work but till weekend don wat to do. Wan to watch tv but don watch wat. Haiz. If wan to go out with my friends don noe go where. Stay at home like going to die. Haiz. When i am on the msn not many people will chat with me. So boring. N sch going to start. Don noe y i don feel like going to sch. haiz. But i only feel that i wan to work. I will try to focus on my study first. Thn think abt my job. Haha.

Happy n sad

I am quite happy. But too tired. I miss my 2 dear so much. I miss my friends oso. Don noe how r them now??? I miss them too much. Hehe. 1 of my dear stay in Yishun n the other wan stay in Bukit Batok. Too boring le. At home oso got nothing to do. Haiz. Luckily i got work if not i will die.But today i work got happy n sad. Sad is i do something tat is right yet still say i wrong. I have already check n ask le. Y still say i wrong. Haiz. I still don noe tmr wat time go work. Now i go work don have fix time le. Sometime only got 2-4 hours to complete my work. Target is 450 pages how to complete.So hard. If i work 8 hours i still cannot hit target oso i wrong. I have try to complete my things le. But really not my problems is the docs less. Y she don understand. I don like to stay so late. Who don wan to go home on time??????

Some happy is cos i can go out with my friend but when i reach home sad

I am happy to go out with friends. Sad is i wish i no ned to study can work. But. Haiz. Sad le. Some more i hope not the same sch as him. Yet. I don wan to think so much le. I wish i can work till i die. But still have to study. But the sch is going to start soon. Less then 1 month le. Sometime i don understand. Y he wan to be like tis. Does he enjoy lost 1 friend??? Haiz. I wish i nv noe him be4. Nv mind. I have already 4get wat he do to me. Y he still cannot 4get. I don understand y he scared of me. REALLY REALLY DON UNDERSTAND.

Haiz.

Wat should i do??? I have already move 1 step back le. Yet still wan like tis. Does tis mean cannot be friend??? Break le cannot be friend le mahz??? I really really don understand. I really nv lost a friend just cos of tis. I only lost friend when we lost contact or my friend die. Some more tis year still same sch. But i hope not same class again. Don noe wat to do...

Say Until like that

I hate wat he write on the blog. Say until like everything is I wrong. Watever he says is right. Watever i do is wrong. Does tis mean last time watever he say i MUST listen. WAT HE WAN I SHOULD GIVE HIM??? He only think he will get sad. WILL HE THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE. Actually I oso will be sad. Does he only think tat i hurt him??? So does he think he hurt me be4??? Everything u wan to ask. Hold hand wan to ask. A girl wans is the guy dare to hold the girl hand. Yet u still ned to ask. Am I doing the wrong thing.

So happy today

I m so happy to go out with my god sister. She can be my dear, god sister & best best friend. We r very close. So happy. Happy until don noe wat to say . Very long time then can see each other. Wat she like is almost wat i like. Haiz But i miss her. When we was in Secondary sch we always together. Haiz now....... But nv mind as long we can be together. We will be very happy.

So tired

Now i work is happy. But n is tired. Cos they always change my time. Sometime say 9am n sometime say 3pm. Tis make me very tried. Wan to go out with friends i still have to think abt my time. Sat n Sun wan to go out but don noe go where. Haiz, Next Tuesday don noe wan to go work or go out with friend. Go work got money. Go out with friend maybe can relax. Cos Sat n Sun always stay at home oso goting nothing to do.Who can tell me wat to do. I wish to go out with my friends. But oso wish to work. If can i wish to work at 3pm. Then the sch things end at 10am. Then i can work n still can go out with my friends.

I Feel Very Hurt.

I feel hurt not only my ex. He is the wan who ask his mother talk to me. Tell me not to msg n call him.Only he will get hurt then i won't get hurt. WAT IS TIS. I hate him. I show him my caring yet he say i nv care his. Wat he wans is 100%. But not many people can do 100%. He sick i got ask him "R u OK"... Yet he still say until like that. Not i don wan to be friend with him. Is he don wan.Sometime i don wish to think but some song let me think how he treat me.He think only he get hurt. So does he think i oso will get hurt??? In tis world not many people can do !00%. If he really wans that then is gd to break. Cos tis is wat he wans. Sometime i really love the song of "Xin Ru Dao Ge". Sometime my heart is just like tis song title.

I hate a person in my office

I hate a person in my job place. She have to do my work when i am not there but she nv. Till let me stay till 9 plus. The next day all my colleagues noe i stay until so late. Then make me don noe wat to say. I can do very fast but my things alway come at 4 plus. Still wan me to do finish by 5 plus. Who can finish in less then 1 hour. If sh nv come i still have to do her work. She can go home be4 6.30pm i cannot. I have to stay till 7plus or 8pm. When i reach home is very tried. Then my dinner change supper. Sometime i don feel like eating.