Sunday, May 25, 2008

Even Sry oso don noe how to say

I hate. People who P.S. If i P.S people i will say 'SRY'. But people who have P.S me. They will nvr say sry, Just only msg me tat the teacher say gt something to do. Ask me go home myself. In the msg they will nvr say sry. Wat the hell. I still will say sry to them yet they nvr. Wat the hell is tis. C me online thn the person offline. Wat the. Even chat oso don wan. Thn i don noe who P.S who le. The person who P.S me is the person who offline not me. Still wan to do wat. Say sry to them mahx. But not i P.S them. Wat the hell is tis. Then my fault lol.

Yesterday so tired

Yesterday i very tired cos i work 4 13 hours. I start at 9 am but end at 10.30pm. So tired. Reach home abt 11.30pm. Tis is not the first time work so late. I think is the 2nd time le ba. Haiz nvm wan. But work the time will go very fast. Abt only stay at home the time is very slow. Yesterday not only me stay so late. My boss oso. hehe. Both of us is very tired. But i really tired. Cos friday i work until 9.30pm. Thn the next day reach office at 9 am. Sometime i feel like staying there don go home. Hehe.

Friday, May 23, 2008

Tis time really wan my life le

Tmr i got work. But Sunday maybe have to work. Cos really gt a lot. N today i reach office haven sit down. Have to go out do something. But nvm. Still can go out 4 a while. Haiz tmr i really have to wake up early. I must to. Cos i wan to reach office at 9am. End at 5 or 6 pm. Just hope i can finish all my job. Hehe. I will i must finish. Don wan my life i oso must finish it. Today i start work at 3.30pm but still the same end at 9.30pm. Reach home abt 10 plus. Still have to eat. So tired. I feel like going to sleep. Tis time i got many things to do. Not only my job oso my homework. Just hope tis year life will be easy.

I hate they do tis to me.

Today morning i m happy. Cos i pass my test. Result is 92/100. First time get so high. But abt 11+. Not happy le. Cos people PS me. N tis is not the first time le. Say go home together. In the end I have to go home myself. Thn next time i won't ask them go home together. Wat the hell. I really hate lol. If i PS them i still will say 'SRY'. But they nv say. At list i gt say sry. But they nv. Still expected to do wat. Haiz. Always PS is not gd. Yet still. Last Sat, I meet friends n i wan to study with them. But in the end 1 of my friend said don wan to go le. Thn my other said wait 4 me at bugis library. In the end they change the place. So in the end i nv go out meet them. I got bring my book out. Haiz. Everytime like tis wan. Say go home together in the end just say cannot. Say go out study but in the end said mother say cannot. Every time like tis wan nv change wan. Thn next time i say tis. They keep asking me to go. They ask me to go thn i go. But i ask them to go out. Every time say the same thing. Answer will only be 1. Tat is Cannot go out.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Not I wan n wat i hate to listen

I oso don wan to work so hard. I gt no choice. Ned money. There is only the way to earn the money. Only work. Although I have to study. But my job maybe will change to a easy thing. Hope can not ned to work so hard. Tis Sat still have to work. But I don noe wat time i will work. I wan to work at 8am. But i always don wan to work abt weekdays. But no choice. Haiz. Sometime i hate people say they r emo. I hate. If a people don noe wat they do or wat they do wrong. The person should not say he/she is emo. Emo gd mahz. I don think so. In our life must be happy. Yet He/she keep saying emo. Y. I don understand. He/she must noe wat they r doing. If don be friend still can be classmate. I almost hear people saying emo emo emo. They say not tired. But i listen listen till tired. I sometime don noe how to help them. Wan to help. But. Sometime i really wan to help. In the end I think they should solve them self. Cos tis thing no 1 can help. Some more tis is their personal problem. If really make 1 friend angry just say sry.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Haiz. Today

Today i work almost like hell. Got so many. Gt people help me le. But really still got alot. Haiz. Tmr gt test oso don noe how. Sat still have to finish all the work. So many how. But tis time not only me. Tis sat got abt 2 more people come n help me. Oso don noe can finish or not. Hope i can finish. Than next sat no ned to go back. Sometime don noe y. I think alot. But. Sometime i still don noe wan to do. As in my job. They say wan to change. But don noe when will they change. Something happy but sometime worry.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Got too many thing le

Today gt too many things to do. Even work oso. Tmr nv work but still got many things have to worry. No 1 wan to help me in my job. N they still wan to change my job. Thn Sat i go back n work wan to finish the job i left. But cannot. Cos the internet down. Tis is just only wasting my time to go there. Still got so many. Who can finish. Wed go n work still got abt 7 days back lock not done. If they wan to change my job is ok with me. But must to let me learn. Monday to sat work. Only Thu n Sunday no ned to work. But Thu i reach home so tired. Sunday still have to clear my house. Got too many things le. I oso don noe can do tis 4 how long. Thursday test. Wednesday still have to work. Cos Tuesday i have something in th afternoon so cannot work. Wednesday go back i have no choice. Oso don noe tis thursday how. Haiz. Tis time i will die between work n study. I think every friday i work at 3.30pm but end work at 8 plus or 9 plus. Reach home so tired. N the next day is sat. Have to wake up at 8 am. Reach work abt 9 plus. I really very tired. Sometime i don wan to go n work. Haiz.

Friday, May 16, 2008

Tis is wat tmr wat i ned to do.

Haiz. Tmr have to do so many. Somemore is I 1 person do. So many.I have to reach there at abt 9am. If not i cannot finish. Below is the image that tmr mean sat i have to finish all.
Tis is wat i have to finish tmr. I oso have to go out with my friends. Yet 1 of them say don wan to go le. Haiz. If like tis how. They oso cannot help me to do. Wan to go out with them yet they............... Haiz. My test oso coming le. I really don have time to study. Yet. Haiz. Haiz. Haiz.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Wat i don like

Sometime i don like my class advisor cos i ask him thing n he ans but I still don understand. An easy thing can say until hard think. As in 1 question i ask easy will make the question look more difficult. Haiz. I don noe will i ask again. If not i can ask who. Haiz.

Today

I still got many things to do. Next week test le. don noe I can pass or not. I wan to learn But the day be4 I got work. How i can study. So hard. My work oso cannot finish. Haiz. Tis few days i feel like going to be crazy. Don noe how le. Haiz. Still got homework to do. Haiz. My dear go HK le. Sad lol. Oso miss my dear. Haha. Nv mind will c my dear again. Hehe. But sometime still feel lonely. Haiz. Don noe le. I oso wish i no ned to think so much. Hope a better day will be here.

Friday, May 9, 2008

My work n my feeling

Today i start work at 3.30pm. But end at 9 plus almost 10 pm. Tmr still have to work. Tired. Haiz. Feel lonely n sometime sad. Don noe wat to do. haiz. To me sometime got friend like don have. I don noe y. Sometime miss my friend but. Wan to meet together oso hard. All 18 going to be 19 still have to ask parent mahx. I don noe y. Wan to meet out oso so hard. Go out n play oso cannot. Like tis call friend mahx. i don understand. Maybe i should be quiet. Maybe my friends don treat me as friend. I just don noe y i feel like tis. I don like tis feeling. Sometime make me quite scare. But don noe scare wat. Maybe i should try to be alone. Thn i will try to think wat to do. But i really don noe wat to do noe. No1 can help me. In my mind i wan work but i oso wan a friend. I wan to have sometime with my friends. That can relax n have fun. Not they talk to their friend n just left me alone. Is tis call friend??? 4 me i don think so. Y. Who can tell me y. Sometime i wish to noe y. I will cut down my joke to all my friend. I will change a new Gina. As in they will talk with. If not i don wan to care le. If they don really treat me as friend. Wan to go out still have to think abt money. If no money thn earn lol. Tis won't die. Sometime i wan to go out but sat have to go back n work. I oso don wan to work on sat but still have to. Cos i really cannot finish my work. Y my friend nv work oso busy. Y only stay at home play maple or other games. Games is nice. But have a fresh air is gd. Sometime go out with friend i really feel lonely. Everything look unfamiliar to me. Tell me y can??

Today

Today don noe y i feel like i don have friend. Only got schoolmate.I don noe y i feel so unfamiliar to my friend. Y. I just think I am alone. Which have no friends at all. Who can tell me. I feel very lonely. Listen to song oso feel lonely. I don noe y. I chat with my friend. But i my face got laugh got smile but in my heart got nothing. Who can tell me Y? I now oso don noe wat i wan. wan to go out ask them they don feel like going out with me. They ask m go out i not free have to work. Somtime i really feel very lonely.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

I don noe wat to say

Finally, Can go out with friends n sis. I not i will work like hell. Work like crazy. Haiz.Can go out n watch moive. Feel so gd, Haiz Y people online nv chat wan. Don understand. Monday my life will be like hell. Rush to sch first then still have to rush to work. Tis is really like hell. Haiz. Reach work have to do abt 150 cases. So tired. Don wan to finish oso cannot cos everyday the same thing. No 1 will help me. Don noe i still can work there or not. Don noe just wan to study. Or half work half study. Maybe i going to be crazy. If there is no 1 going to help my job. Does mean everything. A bit oso can. Just don put so many 4 my to do. If not i cannot study le. I realized tat my work place people change when i start sch. Be4 sch start they r gd. But when my sch start is different. Sometime treat me gd. But sometime look like they wan my life. Reach there got so many thing to don. Haiz

Thursday, May 1, 2008

New Thing

Today i do something for myself. N i think is nice. Love the thing le. I wan to do more. Tis time mother day don noe wat to do. Haiz. I don wan to think. So tired wan.
Here is the pic.